new muslim Rachael
Rachael said : My name is Rachael. I was police officer in America’s Detroit police department before from1996 to 2004 . One day in 2002 I was shot and I feel death from near and I really know that god gives me a new life again . That day I was really near to die. I don’t know if I died that day how my destiny was being . I went to fire of hell or not ? But now I feel safe , confidence and lucky and now I know if today even would be my last day I am not damaged . Before this I didn’t know how I should follow god, I didn’t know even which religion I should follow till I find Moslem friends and they explain me lot of subjects . This happening really changed my life . Now I don’t even afraid of death. No one knows when would die Then it’s better to believe just one god is exist and believe him. Before coming to Islam I doesn’t have strong religious beliefs and I wasn’t fan or anti fan of Islam and I respect to all of people with every beliefs and religion and it was my difference from my family . Most of the time I had bad feeling about being a police officer, especially after September 11th even t. When I saw a lot of American people killed Moslems without any reasons, I was so sad and angry . It made me sad when I saw Moslems accused to be terrorism or extravagance because of their religion. It was so illogical and wrong. In each groups you can find good and bad people . Watching this films and treats made me really heartbroken and after September 11th my attention arrest to Islam . Today I come to a masque in Lass Vegas and I buy and bring some cloths for poor people . Here we put our gifts on the table in mosque and poor people come and keep what they need . I learn how I should wear scarf and headdress from internet and I really enjoy it . It is a wonderful experience for me . Every day I read Quran and pray and it make me feel good , relax and safe . One of thing that was really worthy, wonderful and lovely in Islam for me was “Hijab” . I am so happy for having Hijab because especially men doesn’t have lusty look and they don’t look at women as a material . Hijab protect me, it is kind of safety for me . The other Moslems are so kind and friendly to me; they guide me and teach me .